HELLO J

Heal the past. Live the present. Dream the future. 

hehe this is my favourite quote! :D Suitable for this blog post :)

Year 2011 is coming to an end soon (all right, around 3 more weeks to be exact?). This year has been a really happening year. Shall reflect on how this year has been like for me.

Have graduated from NCHS for slightly more than a year alr. It felt like it was just yesterday when I got back my o level results on 10January this year (yes, im quite good at remembering dates hehe =P). That scene is still quite vivid in my mind J  I can’t believe I’ve been in JC for a year alr. Year 2011 has been full of downs I must say. It really is one of the worst years in my life. Right from the beginning, it already went haywire with that problem which hasn’t been solved till now. I really wished it didn’t have to happen at all but it did. Sometimes, when Im not doing anything, I will just get reminded of how it all started. Zzz That’s the reason why I always need to keep myself busy if not I really will just start thinking of all these stuff, which I dun want to. Sian. But the thing is when I go to sleep at night for the past few days, I can’t get to sleep and my mind will then start to get reminded abt this agn -.- Annoying because I felt really tired but instead of sleeping, Im thinking of all the problems which can’t really be salvaged I guess? L 

Then after that, it was all about choosing which school to go- JC or Poly which I really struggled for quite some time when o levels ended back then. Eventually I chose the JC route which I guess I didn’t regret I hope? But then I just feel that somehow those ppl in poly seem to be leading a happier life, which makes me envy them despite the large amount of projects that they have on hand. Oh well, then JC life started on 27January if I rmb correctly. And obviously, my most hated orientation started as well LOL. FOR THREE DAYS. Ah yes, from the beginning of the year, I’ve been saying how much I detest orientation because it is when we have to go around to make new friends which I am totally not good at. Worst part is having to be high and play games which is also not my forte, definitely not. Therefore, even though I really have great OGLs- Ling Mei, Reaiah and Shin, I still found it difficult to like orientations. Hence, if I were to be an OGL, I definitely won’t be a good one either haha! Anyway, those three days had been quite a torture for me I guess =P Super glad when it all ended that night hehe! ^^ Hope I won’t ever nid to go for any more orientations =X I know Im anti-social;  I nid ppl to come talk to me first because I really dun have the courage to go talk to others first. But then, once you know me well, I can start to talk a lot when I feel like it! =P

Okay then, blah blah blah, lectures started and everything and the horror of JC started when PW was introduced into our lives. Oh well, many of my close friends alr know how much I detest PW, so I dun nid to describe it down here anymore LOL. In fact, I guess everyone just hates it LOL. Just know that life would have been 100X better if PW didn’t even exist, seriously. =P But we pulled through nevertheless so HURRAY to everyone of us! xD

Okay, next. Hmmm actually, I feel that all these while, I’ve been living a really aimless life everyday because I was practically mugging day and night which really seemed like I had no life. But I had to. That’s why Im so glad that other than just plainly doing hw and revising  during this holiday, I’ve been making good use of this holiday to do meaningful stuff for the past two weeks (though it’s tiring)! =P  That sort of satisfaction when you see the smiles on their faces! :D Plus, they’re simply too adorable and they really made my day every single day xD Next time, I’ll find a student/childcare centre and be a part-time teacher down there! ^^ Everyday will be so happy! :D

Ohhh and here’s something I want to share too! There are many first times in life, and ever since I came to JC, I have had several first times on certain stuff too!

1.     First time holding a rifle- because of that CLAY SHOOTING that I totally had no idea what it was and yet I still signed up and was so shocked to know that I had to hold a rifle and shoot at “clays” on that day itself -.- Seriously, Im forever like this; dun even know what it was and I actually followed my friends and signed up tgt LOL. Eventually I got the scare out of my life when I saw the rifle omg HAHA! Initially, I had tot that this activity was us holding onto clays and shoot something -.- oh gosh, how blur and stupid my thinking was LOL. Anyway, it was quite a scary experience for me =X I was totally at a loss when they told me that we’re going to hold rifles and shoot because I have never expected myself to hold a rifle in my whole life =.= 

2.  First time making scrapbooks! :D ahhhh yes, it was on the same day as clay shooting which took place in school first. Omg, totally cool! I like!! :D But til nw, I haven’t completed that scrapbook yet lols! No time to complete L shall take a pic of it when I finish it ^^ (dunno how long I’ll take though =P)

3.   First time doing so many community services in a year (be it SL project or CCA)
Okay, I can’t rmb alr LOL

So yeah, this year has been far too happening as compared to my secondary school life. Good or bad, I really dunno. One thing Im sure of is that I really do miss my secondary school life :’( I miss it badly. At least in the past, I dun see ppl making use of other ppl (or perhaps there are but at the very least, we all know one another quite well so it wasn’t really making use, more like doing a favour for them J ahhh idk how to describe but no matter what, secondary school is still the best lah! xD) but this year, I really dunno anymore. Im really poor at judging ppl seriously. I really hate how this society works whereby ppl make use of other ppl, especially making use of ppl to lie for them just for their own personal interests.

Okay, so this sums up year 2011 (though not really the whole year yet)
I really hope that next year will be better J ohhhh and Christmas is round the corner!! :D shall buy some materials and start making xmas stuff for friends soon!! ^^ bb! :D