The first week of school has ended! :) Sigh of relief! Been feeling so lethargic every single day :( Still not prepared for everything. And I feel tired while typing this post too =/ zzz hmmm... been thinking a lot at times when Im alone agn... Human beings are too complicated! Really hate having to think so much. That's why I miss being a kid; just play, eat, sleep and sleep some more haha! =P Anyway, these few days, whenever I see her or talk to her, I feel awkward =/ Idk why either!! It's just PLAIN AWKWARD. The thing is Im not even angry at her for that incident anymore but I just can't be like in the past to at least talk to her without feeling so stressed up? Is stressed up even suitable for describing this feeling? LOL. ARGH. Dunno what Im thinking. I guess it's just me? Everytime when something big happens, after the incident, I can no longer be how Im like before with that particular person who was involved in it too. It's just different. A lot of mixed feelings will come together when Im with her or talking to her. Like "Am I reacting correctly this way?" "Are things really okay agn?" "I feel awkward in this conversation..." etc etc. sighhh... But I can feel that she's feeling awkward too and trying her best not to show it. Or...Maybe it's really just me =.=  Ahhhh but whatever, I really hope I dun think so much about this anymore. Shall just keep myself busy with stuff then forget about how awkward this friendship is and carry on with my life lols. After all, everything happens for a reason. And like what Shuyi always says "这都是缘分!" sth along this line. Maybe it's really meant to be this way and to test how I handle all these stuff hahaha! *positive mindset* Maybe this doesn't really make any sense but I shall believe that it does make sense =P 

Okay, anyway, shall talk about the careers that I got while doing ecareers a few days ago! :D Ahhh every year without fail, the careers that I get will really be that few hahahaa and worst still, most of the careers doesn't even suit me (I guess?) and my interests HAHAHA! Fyi, I got Disc Jockey, which is DJ as one of the careers.  Im more likely to stutter than talk about stuff over the radio to entertain the audience lorh haha! Funniest of all, I also got Dance instructers and Choreographer LOL! Doesn't make sense at all cos I dun dance =P Okay, I just got reminded of how Liwen always dance "The boys" and "Gee" LOL! Speaking of which, I learnt how to draw the letter "g" cos Liwen and Gouyue taught us hahahaha! *applause* :D

Anyway, back to the careers. I also got Humanities Teacher, Producer-Presenter, Childcare centre superviser, etc etc. Shall not list the rest hahaha! Anyway, I think among the careers that I got, there are two that probably suit me most. Humanities teacher and childcare centre superviser! =P hahaha! But then come to think of it, Im not really that interested to teach students humanities. So forget about that. While doing the ecareers that day, I kept thinking of what I really like and want and I came to a conclusion that I still prefer Social Worker best! :) Yeah I know the salary isn't high at all and it's because of this, Im becoming to waver agn. sighhh... Anyway, Im oso interested in Childhood Psychology :D Sounds really interesting to me! Currently other than these 2, nothing else interests me alr -.- Plus, my choices are really very limited given the fact that Im an arts students =/ So I dun really have much to choose from anyway... Ahhh well, I hope that by the end of this year, I will at least know what I really want and follow my heart and not get affected because of the salary of those jobs :) Really hope I will choose something that I like eventually :)

For now, I'll concentrate on studies, family, friends and piano and not get affected by too much stuff I hope!  

Anyway, being random, I saw this by chance and shall post this quote to end off my post! :D