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Wednesday, January 18, 2012 @ 6:26 PM

HELLO! :)
This week started off quite badly, with PE being the first thing of the week =/ sighhhh... Anyway, things just didn't go smoothly for yesterday and today I guess... Felt kind of stressed up yst after school cos I haven't been revising for my studies. Actually it's because seeing classmates staying back everyday to mug just makes me feel so slack =/ Plus had piano yst and really didnt manage to study at all when I reached home at night. I know I dun even have the right to be complaining about this because Im the one who chose this path. But I really do enjoy what Im doing, It's just that sometimes, I just feel so sorry towards my teacher that I havent been practising enough and sometimes, also feel super bad that Im kind of neglecting my studies. Ahhhh I really dunno how to describe it but it just makes me feel out of breath. No matter what, felt really sucky yesterday :( Plus, in the morning, I accidentally said "oh shit" for the seating thingy and I felt super guilty towards her :( Yesterday just seemed so so so screwed.

As for today, initially, I tot things will be better but it didn't seem to be the case too. I forgot to bring the holiday history assignments for tutorial and I felt rather bad about it argh. What's more, right at the beginning of history tutorial, the moment I stepped into the classroom, "SNAP!" my bag broke AGAIN! Seriously, things can just get so horrible continuously. Plus, this bag is the only bag that I like a lot a lot!!! Yes, I have several blue bags but this is the only blue one which I like best! And I barely used it for a month like seriously?! -_- And the funny thing is I brought the least amount of stuff to school today -.- How ironic! But I will just continue using that bag. Just hope that by tying the thingy can help it to sustain for the rest of the year LOL. So sad! D: I will try not to bring so much stuff to school anymore. Hope it does "survive" for this year >.<

Anyway, there's PE tml agn =/ Definitely not looking forward to it. And tml is going to be another long and tiring day for sure. Just pray that Friday come quickly! I want holidays even if it's just a few days! It's better than having none right? :D

Shall try to have a happier post the next time I hope! Because these days, I can't express myself on twitter as much as I want to anymore. #justsaying  Whatever u do/ say, ppl are bound to judge. Can't help it but it's the truth. So, this blog seems to be the only place where I can rant about most of the things that I want to, hence Im more inclined to rant it here nowadays =P

Anyway, before I end my post,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUYI!!!! :DDD  
I lazy post photo today =P But hope she liked the surprise and cake haahaha!